Expect The Unexpected!!!!!!!!!

Remember that feeling when we think tomorrow is a working day and it happens to be a Sunday,

that smile on our face is so genuine and wholehearted.

That amazement when we are humming some song and out of the blue that same song is on air,

when we are thinking about someone and suddenly that person calls us,

Such sweet coincidences, such unexpected gestures are precious. 

No matter how petty these reflexes are, no matter how trivial they are 

they take away all the negativity, the uncertainty, the adversity which surrounds us all the time with them,

and makes us happy despite of everything

Expectation hurts??? 

depends on what we are expecting....

Expect  hearing from a long lost school friend 

Expect a surprise gift 

Expect a romantic candle light dinner

Expect nice bright morning

Expect that today is the Best Day

Expect the Unexpected!!!!!!! 

PS: Helloo to all my blogger friends, I am back from my vacation

I missed reading your wonderful blogs, Hope that you all are doing good :) :)

Doubly HAPPY!!!!!

I am not only happy, I am Doubly Happy today, 

I had innumerable things planned for this moment, i was longing for this happiness

but now when my wait is over, i am numb, i don't know how to express my happiness

I hope by stating 'I am Happy' i am doing justice to my feelings

Next week We(yesss Me and M share our Birthday, i knowwww, rightttt) will have one more reason to celebrate along with our Birthday

I will start my Masters Program from this fall semester, got my admission confirmed today, Yessss finally the loooong wait is over and what makes this more special is i get to celebrate this with my family as i'll be visiting India after almost 2years phewwww....

If we are waiting for something, each day seems prolonged, every minute is lengthy

There is an unending war between Positive and Negative parts of our brain,

overpowering and dominating each other....

We might be physically present but mentally, we are wandering somewhere in search of answers

Poor mind is entangled in the infinite loop of 'What-If'

And one fine day Just-Like-That without any prior notification, 

One E-mail, One Letter, One Phone-call breaks this hiatus like a beam of sunlight breaks the darkness...

Isn't it amazing how few seconds of Blissfulness fades away days/months long Gloominess just like that!!!!!

Its all in the MIND!!!!!!

It is weird how this 3 pound mind controls rest of our body,
so is MIND the most important organ of our body???
when I was a kid i used to come up with this question every now and then,
what is the most-important-organ of our body, after hours of introspection i would conclude that may be Eyes are the most important organ of our body, the funny part is that this conclusion would change every week, Even today i ask this question to myself but over the years i have figured out that,
MIND may not be the most important body part but it is indeed most Powerful part of our body,
Isn't it intriguing when we crave for an ice-cream in the middle of night,
when we just have to watch a particular movie even if we have watched it so many times in the past,  when we feel like going on long drives,
when for no reason we want to call our loved ones who are far away from us,
Our body is just reacting to whatever is going on up-there
I probably realize this every Monday, when my mind resists going to gym and in that process comes up with most innovative excuses, But today I was amazed by the power of my Mind,
Where I usually exercise for 40-45 minutes, I kept on doing it for more than one hour only because my mind was engrossed in the newly installed instruments at the gym,
today my body was not fatigued, it was not waiting for the machine to show 'END OF WORKOUT'
this is such a trivial instance, but if understood and used wisely power of Mind is stupendous...
Dont you think so, have you ever experienced anything like this???

In the Midst Of....

Have you ever been in the midst of something, somewhere
Experienced the bafflement, the anxiety
As if the you are the core of an Universe
You cant hold on to anything, anyone
You cant lean on anything, anyone
Nothing else exists, But you

Have you ever been in the midst of a pitch black alley
Experienced the fear, the uncertainty
As if you are alone
You cant look behind
You don't know what's ahead
No one is nearby, But You

Have you ever been in the midst of a Journey
Experienced the endless, extended roads
As if it would never end
You cant stop in between
You just have to Go-On
No one persists, But You...


Have you ever been in the midst of a Nightmare
Experienced the trauma, the pain
As if there is no tomorrow
You cant wake up
You cant stop yourself from watching it
No one can discern it, But You...

Have you ever been in the midst of something, somewhere....

Curious???

I was eager to write with my father’s fancy pen,
To have the feel of his power and authority

I was curious to wear my mom’s dress and makeup,
to see if I look like her

I was desperate to learn how to ride a bicycle
I would fall many times, injure myself but never gave up

I was eager to finish my education
To face the world all by myself

I was ready to usher in the world of Grownups
little did i know that
Growing Up means following the rules
Growing Up means to be in a rut
Growing Up means locking the little window of innovation
Growing Up means caring more about what people think of me
Growing Up means striving for acceptance
Growing Up means forgetting the original me
Growing Up means becoming fearful
Growing Up means not trying hard enough....

I’m not saying that all adults live a mundane life but I can definitely say that children are innovative
So what makes us loose the inquisitiveness??
why do we get influenced so easily??
I don’t know, but I’ve figured out one thing-
It’s always good to embrace childhood,
It broadens my vision, keeps me in a learning mode
and most important I’m not afraid to try new things

I guess we can reduce dullness from our lives
by reliving the good old childhood days!!!!!!

And WE Fight....

Days are Longer
Nights are Sleepless
When We Fight

I am unbending
He is Stubborn
When We fight

Laughs are Missing, Hugs are vanished
Talks are Precise, Eyes hardly meet
When We Fight

I prefer Shouting and Screaming
While he is Quiet
'Men are from Mars and Women from Venus'
This is so Right!!!
Yes WE Fight....

Who says Marriage is all about Love and Endearment
One of its major ingredient is Disagreement
Only to feel the immense Love after every fight
We Fight...

I know this will be over
We will resolve things
but one fine day
We will again
FIGHT....

PS: FIGHT here refers to trivial arguments, nothing Serious :)

Daily Prayer!!!!

Call it a practice, habit, belief or ritual, I pray daily
I've grown up watching my mother pray twice(morning and evening) a day without fail
she would wake up finish off with her daily chores and ask me to pluck fresh flowers for idols in our temple, my fav part was is.. infact i have three fav parts during a POOJA(prayer)
Apply Tika to every idol, Sing Aarti(devotional song) and eat all the mouthwatering sweets once the prayer is over


I always had my reasons to pray- good grades, just to obey mom, nice job even reckless whining about something or someone,
I would wonder what is the reason behind my mother's prayer,
what does she want in life, what is she complaining about,
I often asked her  and she would say it is not always about material things,
she thanked god for whatever she has and asks for our well being and good health
I never understood this until today's prayer, when i realized that its been months or may be a year that i haven't  asked God for any material thing, no complains whatsoever.
I thank god everyday (unconsciously) for whatever i have, this truly feels Great...
Seems like now i've understood TRUE meaning of DAILY PRAYER!!!!